Sore Top Of But From Thong Wedgie Im So Scared Is This Herpes Or What?

Im so scared is this herpes or what? - sore top of but from thong wedgie

There are about 3-4 months ago I had a bowel movement, if I fought and had a spot of blood on toilet paper. I wanted my dam, then fell very hard and I had fake nails on. When I go to the toilet, then I note that I take a break, as you immerse yourself had to urinate in contact with him. Thus, almost 2 months in the same way, zero and exactly the same after (another stool this time) without blood, but I realized after scratching the area. Then again appeared before the same court a few weeks. Then yesterday, I felt something strange and looked, and right next to where the cup is usually 2 small grains that are red and white at the top. No tingling, sores, which are not open and not Crisp. I'm really nervous because I read online that the cuts are a sign of herpes. Can be reached in my perineal area next to where the Court is usually red and swollen bite me in it. Then I had another bowel movement, where there is more blood and pain in the skin of my buttocks and was so red, but no gunshots or anything strange. But the pain lasted about a week and the equipment half.Do think it sounds like herpes? I once had sex, about 2 years. The only problem I had other irritation is the use of belts and pants that are too narrow. However, the right side, where the court appears just always seems irritated.I can not go to the gynecologist, I have no health insurance.